BrokenLake1513 · M
Barefooter25 · 46-50, M
Boeing · 36-40
@Barefooter25 I'm great yes, but I had a breakdown last night, I began crying and couldn't stop.
It's not without a reason though, I wasn't as supported as I was thinking I would be by the small community over here, I received their bitterness instead of a welcome.
One thing after another was going astray and I was smiling, trusting and riding the wave until one moment I had to speak up because it was seeming to be getting heavier and heavier for me.
I am volunteering here, at a cat shelter and I received a behaviour as I'm one of the cats - no actually, cats have it better.
I am not expecting much but one by one the conditions of the agreement for me to coming to this place were falling apart to the point where I questioned my decision and thought of leaving. It all been escalating since my arrival and yesterday had a breaking point.
It seems to be smoothening.
I left a loving community in the previous place where I was and suddenly I was alone with none caring and the contrast was big.
I'm hopeful now.
It's not without a reason though, I wasn't as supported as I was thinking I would be by the small community over here, I received their bitterness instead of a welcome.
One thing after another was going astray and I was smiling, trusting and riding the wave until one moment I had to speak up because it was seeming to be getting heavier and heavier for me.
I am volunteering here, at a cat shelter and I received a behaviour as I'm one of the cats - no actually, cats have it better.
I am not expecting much but one by one the conditions of the agreement for me to coming to this place were falling apart to the point where I questioned my decision and thought of leaving. It all been escalating since my arrival and yesterday had a breaking point.
It seems to be smoothening.
I left a loving community in the previous place where I was and suddenly I was alone with none caring and the contrast was big.
I'm hopeful now.
MrSmartyPants · 46-50, M
Boeing · 36-40
@Degbeme Yes it did <3 thank you Deg!
I am much happier today, I spoke with a friend from the next village here and she suggested to come and pick me up on Monday and go do something. And another friend came suddenly today to the island and will stay one more day and asked that we meet tomorrow morning. I feel like my prayers were heard and my friends called me...:)
I am much happier today, I spoke with a friend from the next village here and she suggested to come and pick me up on Monday and go do something. And another friend came suddenly today to the island and will stay one more day and asked that we meet tomorrow morning. I feel like my prayers were heard and my friends called me...:)