When I woke up from a coma...
When I woke up from a coma, memories that I had lost from my past came back. Memory loss and anemisa while in depression is real for me. And then, certain people have unlocked childhood memories for me. I chose a better life for myself because that's what my dad, everyone on the other side, the lord, my devil and demons want for me. I want better for myself. I am not settling anymore. I deserve the best and I will work towards it. Anyone who stands in my way will be removed accordingly. I am done showing grace and mercy. I'm taking up space. It's my turn. It's my era. My main character story. Forget anyone who tells me otherwise. I have worked hard to build my empire. I'm not done with it. You don't like me oh well. You hate me that's even better. Give me that negativity, hate and I'll be fine either way. Your opinion doesn't finance me, fuck me, feed me and do I even know you or do you know me? Please kindly stick your opinions up your own ass or nose. There are times when I take breaks because the Lord and everyone on the other side say so. I have noticed people need constant attention. I'm like not me. I can't do that. Constant attention will make me lose interest faster in a person when silence and distance build intimacy in it's own way. I have seen, understand while having innerstanding for others only for them to show me who they truly are which are leeches, parasites, energy vampires and narcissists who are shallow and surface level. People say balance. I don't believe that they know what that word means. In this world that's fucked up royally!!! Balance means you honor and love both sides of you to be whole. I'm whole while some people are something else. I dislike and hate pedophiles. I won't ever accept and love them in my life. There are entities in this world especially the USA. I'm trying to leave and move while some mofos are keeping me here against my will. People are want to be rich right instead of they should be worried about being reincarnated into the next life. I'm heading to hell already even while I am trying my best to save the USA to the best of my ability. There's only one of me while there are 7.8 billion people. There's a special place for me in hell while the people I have helped and saved along the way will go to heaven and reincarnate. That's my balance.
