feel 'gutted' that i lost a potentially good friend on similar worlds
now don't get me wrong, i'm not obsessing over this woman in an unhealthy way...but i just miss interactions from her in my posts, she was an elder woman from the U.S, and she regularly answered my posts and gave good advice, constructive positive words, which i told her i appreciated in my replies to her....i could tell that she cared about me and what i had to say?
her username was; 4meandyou
and recently i discovered she has blocked me, for what reason i really don't know, i know due to my mental health i at times post controversial things and think i come across as self centered, self absorbed and selfish not considering others.....and for that i'm really sorry....but it's something ive always struggled with due to having a personality disorder.....so i'm not sure if some of my posts caused her to block me?
anyway, now i'm really sorry and gutted i've lost what could of been a good friend online?
and there's no way i can message her to explain myself, to tell her i was thankful for her friendly interest in me and that i'm sorry for any offence caused, because she's blocked me.
her username was; 4meandyou
and recently i discovered she has blocked me, for what reason i really don't know, i know due to my mental health i at times post controversial things and think i come across as self centered, self absorbed and selfish not considering others.....and for that i'm really sorry....but it's something ive always struggled with due to having a personality disorder.....so i'm not sure if some of my posts caused her to block me?
anyway, now i'm really sorry and gutted i've lost what could of been a good friend online?
and there's no way i can message her to explain myself, to tell her i was thankful for her friendly interest in me and that i'm sorry for any offence caused, because she's blocked me.
46-50, M
