Starting to wonder if there's any point to SW for me anymore 🖤

I think I need to stick to checking in on the people I care for and less trying to interact like this an effective public forum. I've had so much fun over the years, and I know I get sad sometimes, but I don't feel like I really interact through posts anymore. All the quippy fun and support turned silent. I reply to a lot of posts and it's often not acknowledged at all, sometimes even obviously avoided, so I've stopped trying with a lot of people. I see a post and want to join in, but I know there's no point.

I feel like I'm talking to a wall.

I used to love popping on here with some sillies, but most the people that used to laugh with me avoid me now.

I know it's fine, this place changes, I've been around since EP. And it doesn't have to be the experience I want or used to have. I love some of you guys. While my life went through dozens of big changes, some of you were there. Losing my parents, traveling the country in a van, the cancer freak out, an abusive relationship... I've been through some shit all up in this place.

But for the passed few months, it feels as lonely here as it does irl and I wonder if it's time to stop trying to be part of the activity. Fade away into the background. Ultimately it's not about me, I see plenty of people enjoying themselves. I'm aware the algorithm doesn't help.

So maybe it's time to fade away a bit. Stop expecting this place to supplement my sillies and understand my time here is dwindling.

I'll always love you guys. I really would have a big party and invite (most) everyone from SW. Even the people who act like I don't exist anymore.