Is it bad to say

That I could easily just not be here.

I don't feel sad, depressed or hurt.

The only thing that keeps me here is love.

There are so many other life things I hate and I just cannot be bothered with and think it would be so much easier to just say okay bye.

But the things that do keep me our my family, my partner and their family. Future plans we have.

I live for them. I don't live for me.

If I could I would just go to sleep and be at peace with it.

Yes I would like to experience being married, maybe have child, or explore the world.

Sometimes it would be okay to say bye.

Is that wrong I don't know.

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OogieBoogie · F

Seems you are caught in monotony : nothing bad, but nothing good either.

Lemme give you some perspective:
You could have excitement - but that too could be good or bad.
•If its good - then you feel worse about your normal life. You feel sad when it goes.
•if its bad, then it makes your life harder, a struggle - torment.

What you do have is PEACE.
- This is a gift.
Its not boredom, or dull, or apathy....its beautiful.

Sometimes we cant see the very things we DO have, because we are looking at what we dont 🤷‍♀

Lemme ask you this - would you want to be all alone, no partner, no family....only your self.... alone?