I just remembered a woman, about my age, from when I first joined SW.

I loved her and cared about her a lot. She had her eyes on one regular here. And she bought his art to talk to him. I told her it wouldn’t work because he was too young and too childish. He must have been 20, maybe 21.

She ignored my advice and asked him to date, he told her we were secretly dating as an excuse to reject her. It was all absurd. We fought, me and her. Not him. He never had the spine to own up to the mess he made even when I tagged him in public and told him to say the truth. He blocked me and made a post about getting over his crush towards me. He was a dumbass.

Sometimes, I miss her. It’s strange, isn’t it? How the ones you lose over nonsense still matter. I wish she believed me way before I tagged him and he made that thread. I wish she didn't care for random men more than friendship and I wish she wasn't childish herself going after his kind.