I feel so bad.

Christmas time alway brings me down. I really wanted to get my girlfriend a gift this year, but money is so tight, I can't afford it. It's embarrassing. I feel guilty because I get gifts from my loved ones. My brother gave me a hundred dollar gift card for Walmart and my parents gave me another hundred dollar gift card to Amazon, and I can't even afford to get my own girlfriend a gift. She says she doesn't mind, but still.