Sorry SW but I still remember the last day of EP

Don't get offended, seriously damn you. When EP was closing down, I decided to stay awake until the shut down. I waited until 5 am then there were people who would share their feelings nonstop about how sad they are. I was sad myself then I went to different sites but I didn't like anyone of them. They were all about bullshits. I started remember that one particular guy. I don't know where he is. He was Christiten something. There s
were alot of people whom l really notice like Christian something guy to someone 1986 something guy. Oh my God I should really mention this here. Here in SW I have got someone who I am thinking cares about me the Hunklove I think the name is. Please kill me God instead of making me suffer so much.