Time to say goodbye

It's been sometime now i began to feel that I don't belong here and that this is not for me. It doesn't help me like it used to and I'm logging in..soon to find myself bitter. I don't have any serious connections here either, don't mean to disrespect the people who have supported me through the years, but really i feel very much alone, unseen and neglected. It's my things I know, and none else's responsibility.
Still i've been trying but it seems i'm not managing. So I am taking a long break and when I will be ok, I will be back. It's sad because friends are supposed to be there in good and bad times. But i think I am going down most of the time which makes people turn away. I totally understand it, i got to solve this, i got to find a way to cheer myself up for good and stay there, the only way I see now that I can manage to have next to me the people that i like and admire. So see you sometime. Thank you for all. ❤