Should I even be a mother?

I’ve never had a job before and couldn’t even start high school cause I was in the hospital for almost a year then I had to keep going back to the hospital so I never really had a chance to contribute to society. I’m a mom to a 10 month old baby boy, my husband is he only one that works but it’s hard to live on one income so we get help with food stamps and wic. I wonder if people think I shouldn’t be a mother because sometimes I need help. Right now we didn’t get our food stamps this month so I asked for help and it’s been difficult but even though it’s been tough I make sure my baby boy is taken care of and try my best to protect him. He’s a very strong and healthy boy I promise, he crawls everywhere and he climbs too. He eats 4 baby food meals and drinks 3 bottles of formula, he laughs more than he cries. He always gets excited seeing me in the morning. He’s the absolutely best, he barely fusses.