This was a nice and easy read. I think in your case you sound like ordinarily you have a healthy mind and are otherwise surrounded by other healthy minds. When there is no fog it makes it easier to take the leap of faith that perhaps its merely just a nerve wracking experience.
Life has come to a stand still for many.
And I'll leave it there.
I do wish you luck on your journey. Because freedom is so often a factor created within the mind, whether we create it ourselves or its given.
Never forget this time in your life.
