I have been really struggling with this...

@Dancingxghost I would but my sisters are still attached to them... Don't know why... But they say they can't remember what happened... I sure do... 😢 If I cause any issue they get mad at me defending these evil women... I don't get it.. My sisters have never been mean to me a day in there lives.. Its just so complex.. I hate it!!

@Seabird then the best course of action is to cut ties with what hurts you..thing is even when you love them you have to measure the pros and cons

@Dancingxghost I just feel like I don't have the guts too.. Were not even close my mom has all the control and I know she mentally gets off to it... Sick Bit** she is.. My mom also texts me everyday hi or what are you up too.. She takes advantage of my heart and tries to just domineer everything.. I barley respond.. I just don't humanly understand her.. Its like she's not human but an evil robot...

@Seabird you have to regain control of the situation explain her that even when your sisters love her your lpve for her has withered and tell her you would rather spend some time apart from her

@Dancingxghost I have tried that a fee times but then she starts ignoring my sisters and starts treating them in heartless ways and my sisters get angry with me telling me its because you hurt mom when you don't talk to her.. Bla bla.. Shes a professional mind manipulator and gets my sisters in a corner to where if I don't allow her back in my life she mistreats my sisters so I guess she emotionally blackmails me into talking to her... Now that I think about it... I just can't stomach the thought of my sisters suffering another day in there lives... And it would be my fault... Of course her manipulated ways would make it look like that... My heart feels like its on a balancing beam.. I feel stuck in my life and I'm silently suffering daily... Therapy doesn't ease anything it just reminds me of it and makes me replay it.. I don't know what to do.. The past year I keep contemplating suicide but I'm afraid to wake up in hell...

@Seabird dont contemplate suicide please you have no idea how many times i tried it..you have to cut ties with everybody for a while even if it hurts your sisters..you have to think for your own sake

@Dancingxghost I will contemplate it! I seriously will because its slowly killing me... ❤ 😢

@Seabird im sorry you feel that way..I wish you nothing but laughter and good times hope you dont just end what could be a great life because this world needs your spark

@Dancingxghost thank you! ❤😎💯🌷

@Seabird hope you feel better cheers..

@Dancingxghost I do your a great therapist! 😄💯

@Seabird im a terrible therapist but im better with jokes..but thanks my main goal is to help others with what little i can provide