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Why dont i feel anything inside me? I dont feel joy, sadness, anger or anything. Feel like im jist existing, not living. I feel like an empty shell, nothing inside, nothing to offer.
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i hope you get it back, i have no anger or joy, just happy or sad. interesting to see someone else anything close to this. i hope you find your way
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: like you, it's nice to know that someone understands and feels the same.
@ExperienceProjectUser: when someone has affection for you, can you feel it, or is it like you're hollow too? can't believe them or don't know how to?
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: i do feel it, yes. And i try my best to reciprocate. But there is just, something that. Idk hot to explain it, lmao.
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: Took me 10 mins to reply. Hehe. I just read your story. You are such a brave woman and thanks for sharing your story.
@ExperienceProjectUser: no worries! i know there's a bunchof them there lol. you're so very welcome. i have attachment disorder i can't feel the love of anyone, i either just try to believe them or not? but i con't know what it feels like to be loved. always wondered if there was anyone here who was like this.
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: Attachment disorder. So that's what you call it. There could be a lot of reasons why you feel such. One person would double or triple his/her efforts if one has that kind of thing. I should know, i have it too
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: Maybe it's just difficult to entrust yourself and heart to someone that wouldve eventually hurt and leave you
@ExperienceProjectUser: yeah, reactive attachment disorder, untreated from childhood. no bonding, none of that. there are different degrees and such. but i've never been the kind of person who minds if people leave or stay, can't bond or try to get close. can't feel liove, only have two relatives i loved, the rest i feel nothing for, they're all like strangers. it feels so awkward. i even had to teach myself to be able to console people even a little. i didn't know any of that. there's much more to it, but that's the baseline things i notice in myself. i never feel any strong attachment to anything or anyone. and i don't trust anybody either. easier for me to get on with strangers
@ExperienceProjectUser: no.. nothing even close to that. .. anyhow have a good day.
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: There'll come a point that the right people will come in your life and will make you feel what love is all about. I hope it be soon tho. Yeah, have a good day mine's just about to end.
@ExperienceProjectUser: ok thanks.
ThinkQuick · 31-35, F
@DancingStarGoddess: 😇 good night. Nice knowing you