New / Not New to Similar Worlds

New account, because I haven't used my old one in years. SW says it is blocked (I assume failed pw related) but when I try to recover the pw, it can't. When I try to make a new one with that email (or username), it says it exists. So here I am, new, not new.

Why? I guess I just miss intimate, real, any conversation. I miss it. My days are spent working, afternoons spent with the kids, and evenings spent alone on a couch, no matter who is next to me. Just hope to meet/reunite with real people, I guess. Or at least, speak out into the ether of the internet, pretending people are interested :)