Some introductions are in order

I'm new here, someone suggested a site like this to try and work through my thoughts. My friends are... unreliable to say the least, especially when it comes to relationships, and it's no lie to say that strangers would be an improvement. I'm married, though I'm happier than he is. I've made my share of mistakes, have more regrets than good memories, and I've probably hurt my husband more than help him.

For positives: I like reading, sitting out on the deck, having a drink, cuddling, and lately getting into games.

As for why I'm here, maybe I can get thoughts out over time. Talk about my hangups, why I do the things I do, why I can't improve, even what I can do to make him love me more. No, divorce isn't on the table, but I'd be lying if I said that some of the flags were there.