What is stopping you from doing what you want to do?

i feel damn insecure about my legs. they're not pretty, they're not slim enough. i've thought about stopping eating altogether to get slimmer legs. this things has bothered be since secondary school, it's fucking ridiculous how much i limit myself to hide my legs. at some point i wanted a bf but then realized that he'll eventually see my legs and everything would go shit. i haven't swam in years, i only wear baggy sweatpants, i never sit in a position that would draw attention to my legs.

fucking ridiculous.