I don't believe in best friends.

I find it sad that I'd never had that friend that been fully open almost to where like a sister to me. I've gone through a lot of aqaintances or just ones that use to me to hang out. I'm the type of person that gives more than receive whenever they need it. I find it sad that I've never had the type where somebody actually appreciates me to be in their lives through the bad and good.One of my friends is going to a festival and she didn't even bother inviting me. I was the one that even got her into it in the first place. I don't want sound like some high school shit but bothers me A LOT.