I wish I wasn't so nice

I wish I wasn't so violently opposed to the idea of being around people. I imagine that my life would be a lot more rewarding and fulfilling if I didn't have social anxiety

I wish I didn't spend so much time and energy comparing myself to other people.

Sometimes i wish i didn't want to be alone so much.or that i were able to let people close to me.that i were able to relate to people as they relate to me. That i were less kind, that i could know what it feels like when someone loves or likes me instead of themhaving to flat out tell me. i'm ok with them, but sometimes i wish i could know what it were like outside of my little corner.

That I was extroverted, was a lot more confident and didn't feel so down/jaded about life and people.

I wish I grew up somewhere else

Less needy, more confident

I wish I could be better at moving on and letting people go

I didn't have to wear diapers forever all day every day. I wasn't born with all these defects and disorders and or diseases. In fact I wish I wasn't born at all not as human anyway.and I wish I had a friend in real life just one. Instead of none. Just Dogs and other so called animals. And beings that are not human. And I wish others would stop making sport of me and calling me names that are not good. I wish I never was.

less afraid, less depressed,

I wish I had no emotions

That I had a body that I didn't hate.