How can I find myself?

@polyandrym66: I'm trying the meditation.

@Whiteflowerintheocean: I was taught Transcendental Meditation while in college in 1974 and have stayed with it.. It is easy to learn from a teacher.. and use whenever you need it.
http://www.tm.org/learn-tm/?leadsource=CRM662

@polyandrym66: Thank you for the link.

@Whiteflowerintheocean: It's just a start for your consideration.
Are you religious?

@polyandrym66: I'm not religious at all.

@Whiteflowerintheocean: Good.. Because if you were, it complicates using/learning meditations.
Do you like to chant out load with a group or be alone in your thoughts?
There are different styles of meditations... TM is a silent individual thing that can be done in a group setting - if you are a social being..
Or alone if you are more introspective..
Others offer group chanting..