Have you ever been truly by yourself?

It feels good. I've been to a few homeless shelters in the process but just the feeling of not having to do anything unnecessary with anybody, no need to explain shit to anyone, not even yourself, it's priceless. Then walking in the country at night with some good music. Maybe go and get a beer or two, on your way back to your fire, I wish ya'll knew. I live with people now, and it has it's ups for sure but the feeling of control and peace have just disinegrated.