i just need to get this off my chest. I've made very big mistakes in my life that cause me so much regret and sadness

When I look back at my past actions I can see I did things out of insecurity and selfishness, and even though I forgive myself because I know it has taught me a lot and not to repeat my actions, apart of me feels like I am too easy on myself and dont deserve that, I feel like everyday is a battle just to feel okay with myself when I don't even know how to start

Murksmonkey · 36-40, M

Sounds like you are not too easy but too harsh on yourself. Seems that whatever wrong you did, you changed, and that is way more than most people can say about themselves.