I actually don't want to be alone but I guess you don't always get what you want.

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Something good for myself...like what?

@Ratatouillesque: Learn something new. Painting, dancing or whatever would bring you some joy.

@Ratatouillesque: nobody wants to be alone,but sometimes we have to for different reasons and all we can do and should do is try to make the best out of it ,enjoy your own company do things you like live life freely

@SweetMae: I know what you're trying to say, and I know you mean well. But trust me, I am doing all this but loneliness still gets me, it's so hard to even find motivation to do something when you feel so alone.

@Ratatouillesque: 🤗 I hope things will get better for you very soon. You seem like such a sweet young lady.

@Ratatouillesque: loneliness is a state of mind,you are not lonely you are not loneliness until you define yourself that way and stick with it

We all get lonely sometimes even those with plenty of friends and a great lover and what not

@TheKingOfSW: I'm not loneliness but boy does it feel like it's taking up everything.

@Ratatouillesque: a feeling .. a thought... reality? ... not unless you allow it

@TheKingOfSW: And I allowed it because I've tried everything else.

@Ratatouillesque: oh look at you .. 18 years old and already tried everything , that's a damn shame

@TheKingOfSW: 20* and yes. I ve volunteered, internationally as well,travelled, I ve joined clubs, I ve been to courses in my university, I ve done part time jobs, I ve tried tinder 😅 only to realize I'm not really into one night stands. What else is there to try, realistically speaking?
Its not about people literally ignoring me. It's about not being able to find a spark.

@Ratatouillesque: And no, if you re thinking, I'm not picky.

@Ratatouillesque: okay but you're still young and got plenty left, good things often come to those who wait and are pacient. just have faith and believe you are someone worthy to get what you want

@TheKingOfSW: 😅 Right. Thanks anyway :*

@Ratatouillesque: you're welcome kid.

@TheKingOfSW: I appreciate it, old man.