do you usually eat the pain and sadness away?

Naaaaaaa. I view food more as fuel, rather than as a source of pleasure. I also grew up watching my parents clog their arteries and give themselves high blood pressure and diabetes. I always valued drugs a lot more than food. In fact, I made the contrast to my parents when they tried to send me to rehab as a teen. "I do drugs; you eat fast food. Why do you get to do your drugs, but I don't get to do mine?" lololz.