Have you ever been by yourself?

Like I mean all just you. No music, friends, anything to do, no house. I felt like I was just so bored all my emotions just siezed to exist. Nothing. I wasn't even a loser. I think I grew in a way where all these things we care so much seem like nothing but something to enjoy. That was something higher I don't feel like anyone knows. I've always been really chill. Song -[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_GD69zM6yg]