I really dislike the behavior and core morals of most people I've found. I moved all over the country, and I've made few solid friendships most of which I've had for over 10 years now. I had a big fight with one of my best friends and we didn't talk for like 8 months and it felt like a bad break up but eventually i reached out and were perfect again.
True friendship is hard to lose, and hard to find

Oh this might suck but friends come and go out of my life so easily. It's hard to meet them but so easy to lose them. The easiest ways friends drop out of my life is by going back on their word or being downright rude.

Easy if I chose to, I rarely choose to.
Most of my [i]friends[/i] have chosen me.
It's easy to lose them, people are fickle.

Painfully slow in making friendship and having trust. Than, once friend, friend forever.

Making friends has never been a problem for me, or at least becoming aquatinted enough that they enjoy using that word, but getting rid of friends is extremely difficult without being mean.

Difficult to make friends, very easy to lose friends. I do try to make friends and to keep them but I really shouldn't. I'm obviously not good at it.

I thought I had many friends and I am a true friend as much as I know how to be one. But I seem to find friends who pretend a lot.

Like night and day... But not because of me ;)