I hurt my face again... :( I dont know why I make myself so miserable... i hate myself

Darling, I hope you find a more constructive way to handle your anger and hurt. Please don't hurt yourself or your beautiful face. Instead, work on your problem. We [b]all[/b] make stupid mistakes, but that does not call for harming ourselves. You must find another outlet. Right now, you need yourself to be your best friend. Go easy on yourself. You're all you've got. When things are painful, that just means you need to do things differently since they're not working. Not hurt yourself for it. You can begin to forgive yourself, once you realize that you may have made a mistake, but at the time you did the only thing you knew to do. Now you know better, but then you didn't, so don't beat yourself up over things you had no control over, or lack of knowledge about. Please. You must start directing your focus on something productive, not [b]destructive.[/b]

How do you hurt your face? Do you cut? Do you have some kind of support system in place? Someone you can call, like in drug rehab?

Jan. 2/17
5:08 pm

:/ You really need some support, chica. I forget, you were going to therapy, right? Medication? Anything to stop?

[c=#BF0080]What do you mean?[/c]

What's the matter exactly?

punch the wall!