I feel shit physically

It’s so annoying I’m now Ill straight after I’ve spent most of my money I made from work on dolls kill clothes and now I really need to make the money back at work so I can save up for getting my life together, I’ve fallen Ill. I shall see how I feel later. My dad is now ill too. Very convenient 😭 I’ve learnt to rest instead of quitting , although it’s so hard to get my motivation back when I feel shit.