Ok i finally admit to not being talented enough to be an idol someday. What should I do next? I'm at a loss really because that was my whole goal for

It is over when you say it is. Drop the idea of fitting into pre-set brackets and try to really feel what resonates with you. There is professional growth in every imaginable area.. If being a celebrity is your goal.. and you can't sleep without accomplishing it... go for it with every breath. Sometimes it takes a thousand failed attempts to break through a wall of life. Do that 1001th trial and give it your ALL. If you gave up on that altogether and don't want it anymore (sometimes WE change and our interests may shift), then it is time to analyze your options and pick something else to give your all to. By all means keep moving forward. Stagnation is worse than meeting obstacles. Best.