I feel so bad for my aunt

Everytime I see her it just breaks my heart. She can barely function. All of us kids haven't been together for years. She was so happy to see all of us together. She said it was just like old times but we were just missing one. I think what really got me was when his younger brother kept asking me if I remember babysitting them. He told me how I made him and his brother cry because I told them about Bloody Mary hahah and squirted ketchup on all the mirrors. I had forgotten all sbout that. It's just sad. And what's sad is I know we are going to come back here again soon. Either his mom, the younger brother, or the sister is going to kill themselves. Tomorrow is finally going to be his funeral service.