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Torsten · 36-40, M
I dont wear a mask
popmol · 22-25, M
[@Torstenthat was my goal but it could be a physical one
popmol · 22-25, M
@Torsten well short rundown is, anger runs in our family, autism too, combine the 2 and i wasn't normal when young. learned to keep it in but no way to release it now i'm a husk of my former self with a shell made of bad traits and thoughts.
learning to take of my mask and let it all go and be myself is tough.
learning to take of my mask and let it all go and be myself is tough.
popmol · 22-25, M
@Torsten one of the issues is most of my problems are locked on self or otherwise created mental locks. one of these i placed on myself at a young age that i'm afraid of hurting people.
it makes me not want to work out so i can't hurt anyone but also means i'll have trouble losing weight.
making me both sad and happy at the same time!
its quite annoying and thats why i don't want a sport for fighting or even defending because i'm afraid i'll hurt others.
it makes me not want to work out so i can't hurt anyone but also means i'll have trouble losing weight.
making me both sad and happy at the same time!
its quite annoying and thats why i don't want a sport for fighting or even defending because i'm afraid i'll hurt others.