Is it abnormal to think about suicide every day?

I know the reasons, there is not one legitimate argument to make why I should not shoot myself in the face.

@Kingfish: Neither a legitimate argument why you should shoot yourself. Am I wrong?

@twistermind: Yes, I have no purpose.

@Kingfish: Live only for curiosity.

@twistermind: I'm not curious anymore, just bitter and jaded.

@Kingfish: It must be something that you like or are interested in. I would never thought by reading your post that you are a person without motivation to learn things or lacking of curiosity.

Who in the world hasn't ever contemplete the idea of suicide? I even tried it once. Wasn't able to the end. But, in your case, from what you say is a persistent idea.
So, is it boredom?

@twistermind: Yes, bored with routine, bored with myself.

@Kingfish: Break this routine or do what I do, going nutz to avoid this reality.

@twistermind: Where to find happiness in life though? Is it even a worthy pursuit?

@Kingfish: Does Happiness even exist?

@twistermind: For the feeble minded I presume.

@Kingfish: Not only for us. I think it must be in this way, in another way, we wouldn't move ourselves. The paradox is that if could be possible to reach Happiness, it would mean that we wouldn't have anything to move us anymore. It was only a marvellous dream.

Look for what your happiness could be and enjoy the way.