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2014. Everything and everyone that i thought was important to me my entire life basically abandoned me and took everything i ever cared about. My depression started creeping up before taking over me completely, i lost all the friends i thought i had including my best friend of 8 years, and everyday of summer vacation i would down half a bottle of whiskey, pass out, wake up and repeat. I realized the people who i thought were my "friends" didnt give a fuck about me. I quit the 2 sports that i loved and played for 10 years because dealing with depression + suicidal thoughts consumed me at it still fucking sucks now seeing all my former friends and others who treated me like shit living these perfect, incredible lives.