I am back again today after having a really sad day yesterday.

😞I’m deeply sorry for your loss. I know this is months later, but loss of a loved one is a truly horrible feeling. We humans weren’t meant to experience this tragedy of losing our loved ones. I feel that your grandma is now free of any pain. She isn’t suffering any longer. I pray for you and your family that you all heal in time. It’s ok to cry and to not be ok. My dear grandpa passed away from Covid in 2019–it first started. I also pray for your country. It is tough dealing with Covid. I live in the USA where the pandemic is treated as a joke and/or not with much thought or feeling—it’s like everyday life over here, but people refuse to wear masks, stay indoors, and to even use hand sanitizer and wash their hands. They treat it as nothing, but that’s wrong because this virus IS something and very deadly.

In a positive note, there is a verse that heals our wounds. John 5: 28,29 says “Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming where all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice.” This means God will resurrect our dear loved ones in due time.
And in the meantime, remember the loving memories you have of her, spending time with each other.
Be there for your grandpas. Your grandparents love you very much. It is a special bond between grandparent and grandchild that should never break.
I wish you well on your healing process. Remember you are not alone on this—we all feel this way.