Comment and I will guess how sad you are
1 is happy 10 is super duper sad
41-45, M
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CountScrofula · 41-45, M
@HootyTheNightOwl I'm going to say an 8 I think you have a lot to deal with.
@CountScrofula I'd say 28... honestly, I'm tired of crying again.
CountScrofula · 41-45, M
@HootyTheNightOwl I'm sorry. I hope better times come soon.
@CountScrofula Hopefully, they will... I should have a better idea of what is wrong with me by the end of the month (sounds like my consultant already knows - without the results of the other tests he ordered for me) and from there I can start working out what my future might be like.
It's taken five years to get to this point in my life.
It's taken five years to get to this point in my life.
CountScrofula · 41-45, M
@HootyTheNightOwl God I hope you get some certainty and clarity on what's going on. I'm so sorry.
olderuncle944 · 70-79, M
@HootyTheNightOwl i hope you get the results your hoping for
@olderuncle944 Honestly... I don't know how to feel about it. On the one hand, I want it to be what they think it is - on the other hand... I want them to be wrong because its an incurable genetic illness - they can manage my symptoms but I will never have a normal life again.
Deep down, I suspect that they are right in what they are thinking that I have - and that scares me because it means that I will have to rethink most of everything that I have planned to this point for my future... though I am more willing to accept the wheelchair with the help and support of my new man.
Deep down, I suspect that they are right in what they are thinking that I have - and that scares me because it means that I will have to rethink most of everything that I have planned to this point for my future... though I am more willing to accept the wheelchair with the help and support of my new man.
olderuncle944 · 70-79, M
@HootyTheNightOwl i see and you have anew dom
@olderuncle944 No... he's not a Dom... I left the lifestyle six months ago because I couldn't find a Dom that I could bond with - but I was able to bond with him even though he is vanilla.
I still get the odd bout of the desire to serve and be of use, though... which creates some issues for me mentally more than anything - especially with the health stuff going on and the fact that he's going through a rough time, too, so contact is reduced.
Now, I go back every so often to keep the Doms of SW on Their toes... only They are a bunch of meanies and don't play along with us!!! 😤
I still get the odd bout of the desire to serve and be of use, though... which creates some issues for me mentally more than anything - especially with the health stuff going on and the fact that he's going through a rough time, too, so contact is reduced.
Now, I go back every so often to keep the Doms of SW on Their toes... only They are a bunch of meanies and don't play along with us!!! 😤
olderuncle944 · 70-79, M
@HootyTheNightOwl aww teasing doms i guess lol have you net your man yet
@olderuncle944 No... I've been shielding since the beginning of March 2020. If I have what they think I have, I am more susceptible to the virus and belong in "Vulnerable people" group. Until I am told that I don't have it, I'm staying put.
I know that I don't have to worry about him giving me Covid19... he's already been through that, so he should be immune - at least, for a while.
I know that I don't have to worry about him giving me Covid19... he's already been through that, so he should be immune - at least, for a while.