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Doomflower · 36-40, M
I do wish I was dead sometimes but I am a bit anxious about the void. Will it hurt? I suppose no more than a robot being shut off.
harmlesscheesecake · 41-45, F
@Doomflower same. Idk why i wanna die so much and yet im scared to kill myself
Doomflower · 36-40, M
@harmlesscheesecake there's pain and fear.
harmlesscheesecake · 41-45, F
@Doomflower true. Honestly speaking, ive always thought of just stabbing myself in the gut yet the thought of bleeding and passing out horrifies me.
Doomflower · 36-40, M
@harmlesscheesecake I know that feeling. Like the worry that I will jump and realize at the exact moment I let go that I don't want to die. I knew someone who jumped from a 20 story building. The amount of pain she was in was tremendous. I wish she had a way to end it that caused less horror.
harmlesscheesecake · 41-45, F
@Doomflower same. I imagine myself just being shot in the head while i sleep. I researched ways to die and jumping off a building is 90 percent painful.
Doomflower · 36-40, M
harmlesscheesecake · 41-45, F
@Doomflower 😂 i want to nap for the rest of my life