There was never a honeymoon phase!

My fiance who is an older guy, I got with him because of low self esteem and leaving a bad relationship his became even worse than my previous one! I thought he would treat me better than a young dude. I have alot of good qualities so he is very lucky to be with me. Yet he treats me like the dirt beneath his shoes. He gaslighted me and made it look like his bad treatment is my fault. He made me feel so cheap and unworthy of care and love . I'm glad it's over. Freedom sweet freedom