Can you write down
A paragraph hypothetically speaking to someone about your feelings and confessing something weather it’s anger, bitterness longing or etc?
I just want to hear your confessions
I just want to hear your confessions
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Mum, dad I was very jealous of the love you had for each other. No matter what you two did you still showed each other love. I watched you two fight and draw blood in fits of rage, over something as small as a game of cards then love and kiss each other and make up. If anyone questioned your love you attacked them together. I was jealous as I always seemed to be the outsider looking in. I never felt the warmth you too seem to show each other. I always seemed to be making mistakes, getting told off, never making good decisions. But I needed your guidance. You let your love consume you. Too fixated on each other. I learnt to be invisible but perform when you needed me to complete your happy family image. As charming as you were with each other and others I was desperate for the smallest amount of what you two gave.
Its quite sad tbh. We were all jealous of each other I'm sure. When we all focused on the individual feelings of resentment cropped up. The difference being parents shouldnt show that to their children and they should manage that in themselves and raise their child to share love.
I learnt from others but that deep feeling of loneliness that hurt. The most.
I will always love you both but I know that my love is unhealthy
Its quite sad tbh. We were all jealous of each other I'm sure. When we all focused on the individual feelings of resentment cropped up. The difference being parents shouldnt show that to their children and they should manage that in themselves and raise their child to share love.
I learnt from others but that deep feeling of loneliness that hurt. The most.
I will always love you both but I know that my love is unhealthy
