What would kill your spirit more than anything right now?

@Lanyx Yeah. It definitely has the potential to break you especially if everything else is already going bad.

@perceptivei I am an INTJ personality. This means that I am fiercely independent. That is why losing my driving privileges will hurt so badly.

@Lanyx Losing one's independence hurts [b]anyone[/b]. That's all I want in life is my independence. My license has been suspended for almost four years now and once I get it back I have to drive with an interlock device installed on my car for another 13 years regardless of when I get my license reinstated. It has been a blow to my confidence, spirit, independence and freedom like no words can explain. It has made me want to give up in life. Considering my mom passed last year along with my grandfather, I had a [i]very[/i] difficult time accepting my reality. Of course, it's my fault that I don't have a license; however, my punishment is more severe than people who have done far worse things on the road, far worse. So, it's been hard to accept.

Freedom is important for anyone regardless of one's personality type according to Carl Jung. I understand completely. Trust me. There's nothing more I want in this world. In fact, I literally dream about being trapped every single night.