Look guys, I am sorry about how I acted yesterday. If you don't believe me that's fine but I really am sorry.

You guys are right, I need to take responsibility for my actions and you're right I can't handle the truth and always act like a pathetic crybaby when I need to act like an almost 30 year old. I have Asperger's Syndrome so that's why I act this way. I know it isn't an excuse but I don't know. I'm sick of people telling me off or telling me, "you need to start doing this" or "doing that". I'm sick of people getting after me for not showing up to anything when I have a valid reason. I'm done. I'm done getting yelled at being told something I don't wanna hear and scream at people.
I'm done. I just want to apologize and start all over.