I like to journal

I'm really not trying to deal with this, I find it so dumb...I am not perfect nor am I evil either, I believe so. I'm not trying to beat myself up, I've been through enough of that already for heaven's sake.

I don't need this in my life. I don't need another massive guilt trip. I've experienced guilt for far too long, it needs to cease somehow and not be part of my life (at least not extremely or frequently)