Will I ever have a relationship?

I want a girl that ha black hair and is very kindhearted, faithful, and loving with a bubbly personality. I want us to cuddle up together, visit museums, zoos, aquariums, bookstores, amusement parks, and go to the beach. I would also love to dance with her, play with her hair, go to concerts/music festivals, and have tickle fights. I also want us to have long talks at night.