Life is strange

I work in a competitive industry one where the boss makes it clear they are to get rich whilst you struggle so you have to return to live.
They flash their wealth and their mental superiority.
And resort to tactics to show you just how stupid you are.

Anyways I have accepted this and taken on part time work. I found what makes me happy and well that's caused me bigger problems.

I come in happy and cheerful but they're curious to know what makes me feel so good, then feel to disturb my peace.

If i come in humble and normal im apparently depressed and a negative energy.

So what gives?