I would say "WHY DID YOU LEAVE HIM KNOWING HE WAS UP DOING COCAINE ALL NIGHT? YOU KNEW, YOU HAD TO KNOW, HOW MUCH HE WAS DOING. WE'VE DONE THAT MUCH YEARS AGO WITH 4 OR 5 PEOPLE. HE WAS ALREADY FEELING HOPELESS AND NOW HE'S FU-KIN DEAD" AND MY HEART IS SHATTERED
