do you ever feel like kinda pathetic?

It's all relative. One man's pathetic is another man's kinda pathetic.

Usually when I'm with my family.

No "kinda" needed.

all the time! 🤡

Sometimes, due to my shyness and ineptitude in social situations. I feel I must come across as quite pathetic.

I have those feelings from time to time.

I feel like I shouldn't bother at all

Honestly, not anymore.

only when I'm awake.

I have before

after fapping

Oh yeeeeaaaah

Yes.

Always 😞

Nope.

Not anymore.

A lot. Or more like a failure.