I am not ok, in case you wondered.

@RosaDawn The same old negative self talk and self hatred. Nothing changes. Im forty fucking five and still the same person I used to be. It makes me so angry, and the cycle continues. 😡😔😖

Anyway, thank you for asking. 💙

@ItsJustMeAgain Okay I dont know you but maybe a little trip would change your mind a little.


Its always work for me.

@ItsJustMeAgain that scares me that I won't grow out of it. :(

@SW-User And you are? Are you the same person?

@SW-User Honestly? You should be a little scared. [i]Do something about it[/i]...please, before it's too late and life goes by and suddenly another 10, 20 years.... 💙

@RosaDawn no the same things she describe in her post sounds like what I go through

@ItsJustMeAgain I try and fight it everyday, sometimes I lose the daily battles. It's hard. I hope it isn't too late for you though.

@SW-User Angel jump bungee. An action. Then you will feel better.

Im serious.

@SW-User I've heard we only hold on to behaviors that reward us somehow.
Can you use ( or are you already using) what you're holding onto?