Honey, honey, breathe. I know EXACTLY how you feel! Been there done that. You've gotten overwhelmed because your plate is much too full. I don't think you can do this. I KNOW you can. Sweetie, this is the way we learn and grow in life. It stinks, but it's necessary so we don't stay in the same place all time and waste away, learning or doing nothing with our lives. This can be managed, but one step at a time. Life is called "Life" because it is a gift! Not to be wasted. And right now your life doesn't want you to really quit! It's just showing you that what you're doing right NOW, isn't working for you, honestly. So what's it want for you? It's telling you it's time to get involved in your own life and make some necessary changes, that's all. So you can be happy. Change is not there to hurt you. It's meant to help you. You just need a PLAN. Also, to concentrate on just one thing at a time. No wonder I you're overwhelmed. Make it fun!! You have the opportunity to start all over again....brand new!! Just think what you can do!!! What's a more fun project than loving you and creating all things new that you love and enjoy!!??? Honey, I tell you, you can absolutely DO THIS. I've reinvented myself lots of times when I needed a change. I know you can too! Celebrate it and have FUN!! It IS fun!! I'm supporting you all the way, but please make your best effort. ❤🤗