have you ever attempted suicide ? what in the world could lead you to do it ???

A break up and the fact that I had drank an epic fuck ton of alcohol. Seemed like a good idea to swallow some pills. Next thing I know I'm being resuscitated. 5 years later I'm standing on a bridge looking down at some train tracks. I had married the wrong person and she was ruining my life. Now 3 years into divorce proceedings I kinda wish I'd have died the first time. Now I'm just waiting on the booze to destroy my liver I guess.