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How to deal with depression after failed suicide attempt?

I’ve called the suicide hotline and they hung up on me several times, I don’t know what I’m supposed to anymore I tried giving my heart to someone and she turned her back on me... I really do hate living, I’m tired of trying to make myself happy and I just know I can truly never be happy I’m miserable and I do hate my life I wish I was dead every time I wake up... I know of nothing worth my life here on earth, people keep telling me I have a purpose for living and I know that I don’t I give time a chance because if I do something will come around but it won’t last long.. I’m tired of emotions, I’m tired of making people happy at the expense of me being miserable I don’t feel anything anymore

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NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

Ride it out. Maybe one day you'll wake up and everything will change.

Dateless · 31-35, M

Just for it end up back the way it was the next day @NeuroticByNature

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

@Dateless maybe. Youll have to take what you have when you have it.

Dateless · 31-35, M

I don’t like repeating the same cycle over and over again... it’s tiring @NeuroticByNature

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

@Dateless yes it is

Dateless · 31-35, M

I’d rather give up there’s no point in moving forward at that point @NeuroticByNature

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

@Dateless well far be it from me to change your mind.

Dateless · 31-35, M

I just want someone to agree with me and let me know my life isn’t worth it... the more I sit around the more unhappy I become I’m tired of living this way @NeuroticByNature

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

@Dateless oh I understand what you're saying. I cant agree with you though.

Dateless · 31-35, M

Then leave me alone because I want to die I don’t want to be told everything will get better in a few days I don’t want to hear stick it out until things better because... they don’t get better they worse over time @NeuroticByNature

NeuroticByNature · 41-45, F

@Dateless im not saying things will get better. Maybe they wont. But maybe they will or maybe youll get distracted and forget about how you feel.

Dateless · 31-35, M

I just want to feel loved I’m going to be 26 in two weeks and I don’t care about anything I don’t care about my birthday, I don’t care living I don’t want to be distracted I just waNt the numbness to go away I know death will cure me of any of the issues I’m enduring now@NeuroticByNature