I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m incapable of falling in love, do you have trust issues?

A few years ago I got catfished I was denial and wanted to believe the person I wasted four years of my life on was real and then when I found out she wasn’t who she said she was something in me died, I forgave this person for cheating on me but come to find out I didn’t even get cheated on because she lied about so much stuff I have deep rooted anger and trust issues behind someone’s selfish ways, some people are so insecure that they don’t care who they take down with them now I’m living with the burden of these issues that I’ll never get over because everytime I get close to someone I enjoy I seem to push them away or lash out on them and they don’t care to understand me for me .. I think I met one person that has actually taken the time to actually ask me why I am the way I am.