You are distaste with double standard.
You call yourself ugly, and not worthy of love and and affection, yet you dismiss guys because of their looks.
How sad.
You've made your bed...

I bet this guy would look great if he lost all the weight.
But if you want great looking guys who probably are gonna play you, you gotta look good yourself. Dress well and so on. Sometimes you don’t even have to even look good you just gotta have a great personality

Try putting some effort into yourself, rather than proclaiming how awful you are.

No one who has their shit together, regardless of looks, wants a self loathing damsel in distress.

Because we all think our crushes are out of our league

It's because you have low self esteem.

And he'd likely give you the world better take advantage of that. He's likely a great dude

Who is that?

You will learn to love each other.

Try going on a diet together?